Yo puedo hablar español

Just downloaded a Windows Gadget.
It's a spiffy little language translator.
Can't remember the link.....
It has a list of languages from Chinese to Yiddish.
I't pretty cool.

Me actaully puede hacer oraciones completas en español ahora (Spanish)
at kahit tagalog (Tagalog)

¡salud! >_^

Can't read my poker face

<3

Tuesday Rant....

My blood tastes.........perfume-y....hmmmm.....

Maybe Edward will come and suck my bood!?? Liek OMGZZ dats so hotzz..........NOT


Ugh.....It's everywhere! Edward! Bella! Twilight! New Effing Moon! Arghh!! Can't escape the gayness of it all.....hahaha If it's not already obvious, I'm no fan of twilight, or Stephenie Meyers for that matter.

I mean come one....what kind of vampire shines and sparkles in the sunlight!? That is ridiculous...Vampires are suppose to burn and disintegrate in the sunlight! That's what make them so taboo and mysterious. Vampires are suppose to be fierce, sexy instinctual predators..... not all lovey dovey whinny sissy emo....+_+
Though I have to admit Jacob (Taylor Lautner) on the other hand....mmmm.....yes, guitly! Cant blame me though.... he is sexay.... haha..... I might just watch it for Jacob.........or NOT.... ahaha

Okay I'm done ranting.....

A picture to go with my thoughts........

No Offence to the fans though........this is just my own opinion.

Internet Junkie

Since I am addicted to the internet.....well.........almost.......
I thought I might list out my Top 5 list of internet site that I frequent....

1) Facebook (I am annoyed at the changes they made but still......haha)
2) Myspace
3) Google (Coz I Google EVERYTHING)
4) Youtube
5) Blogger

That's my list....what's yours?

Shopping??

I got 2 pairs of shoes!

I was planning to get a pair of office shoes but i ended up with 2 pairs of cute shoes....ahaha

I love shopping but my wallet hates it.....=(

um....microdermals?

Yeah.......Microdermals are basically when they make a tiny hole in your skin and insert a piece of "L" shaped anchor or "jewelery" if you will, into the hole and now you have a new piercing!

As I said before, I wish to get 2 just above my collarbones.

and me being a lazybone, I put a link to explaning what it all really is, with vids ofcourse.... =)

Click----> http://www.alternativelook.net/microdermal-implants/

MICRODERMALSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to get them above each side of my collarbone.

I shall explain what microdermals are in my next post.

Or if you are hardworking or just plain curious, you might have already googled it up.

Yes, I know it will probably hurt like hell but I think it will be worth it.

But I don't think it has spread to South East Asia yet though.....hmmm.....=/

To Camera or not to Camera, that is the question.....

http://www.qqestore.com/product_info.php?cPath=427_105&products_id=16731

If I get it I will be broke for the rest of the month..........

Which means no parties, gatherings or outings.....

Which basically means that I will be condemned to the confines of my own walls........ =/

Friends or foe

Sometimes it's nice to be surrounded by a big group of friends.

But sometimes it can be tiring.

Since you cannot expect we all human beings to get along.

you will have one friend disagreeing with the other with you being dragged into the middle of their stupid bickering for some unforeseen reason.

You wont know which side to be on.

if you support one side, you will be exiled from the other, and vice versa.

which you would soon be baned from the group because you cannot keep up with their silly arguments.

I constantly find myself in the shoes of this very unfortunate situation.

which sucks.....

If only they can shut their eyes to all that is flaw full and see the light in things.

BURN!!!!

Oh wow, KFC was on fire this morning.

The first thing I heard when I just got out of bed, with my bead head, bleary eyes, jammies and all....was that KFC was on fire....

Same goes for the office everyone was talking about it the moment I stepped in the door.

hmmm... Oh yay, another fire. Isn't that just brilliant. That row of shops are always getting caught on fire I'm not even surprised anymore.

Woo~ since we did the Fire Fighting course maybe we should have been there to help... hahaha...... or not........ coz it's actually ALOT of work... =/

Bless them heart... haha

^_^

Today was a productive day. =)

yes, it was....haha

Woke up at 6am, breakfast with mom, bring bro to school, pick bro from school, clean house, cook lunch, pick up mom, bring mom to work, go online, prepare dinner, pick up mom from work, clean up.

Now chilling out and feeling VERY full.... errgghhh.....

Oh bugger!

I was so set to get my tongue pierced until......http://www.simplestepsdental.com/SS/ihtSS/r.WSIHW000/st.31840/t.35064/pr.3.html

Apparently I might choke or suffocate to death if something goes wrong.... =/

So I guess I'm putting that off for now and opt for Snakebites instead.

Gonna get them with studs though I am concern about it being visible. z_z

I'm really itching new piercings, it's like a drug, it's the rush you get after the pain.

Love Love Love it!

I want microdermals too!!!! Coz it's sexayyy!!!! WOooooo~~~

El Dorado

Gaily bedlight,
A gallant knight,
In sunshine and in shadow,
Had journeyed long,
Singing a song,
In search of Eldorado.

But he grew old-
This knight so bold-
And o'er his heart held a shadow
Fell as he found
No spot on ground
That looked like Eldorado.

And, as his strength
Failed him at length,
He met a pilgrim shadow-
"Shadow," said he,
"Where can it be-
This land of Eldorado?"

"Over the Mountains
Of the Moon,
By the Valley of the Shadow,
Ride, boldly ride,"
The shade replied-
"If you seek for Eldorado!"

It's no secret that I love Johnny Depp.... He's a pretty good actor, though he's always playing a weird character, if not dark and twisted then it's dark and quirky.

Oh yeah... and his gorgeous... haha <3

o_0

Tummy still feels funny,

currently sleep deprived and grumpier than a bear (I have no idea why a bear would be grumoy, but yea...)

Will be visiting the hairdresser tomorrow, nothing drastic, just a trim.

now my song of the day: Love Story ( Taylor Swift Cover ) - The Scene Aesthetic

New Skin

Hey! I changed my blog layout! Yay!!

I like the background but but some features seem messy though.

but it's still alright.....I was getting tired of my previous boring layout....

haha....enjoy!

Have you Mooncake'd yet?

It's almost time again for the mooncake festival!

yay!! Lanterns and candles and Fire!!!

Urgh.....

I got food poisoning........ how lovely.....

now my tummy feels all weird and cramped.... great........

anywhos... Here's my Song of the day:

Cross My Heart - Marianas Trench

We'll see you around

Last night the family sent my sister off to Canada.

I have been feeling angry, sad and jealous.

For the past month, my sister had not been at home most of the days.

And I was mad at her because she did not spend time with the family.

I understand that she wants to hang out with her friends before she leaves.
And she's been saying that she is completely swamped.
Busy hanging out with her friends but no time for the family?
I wanted to go shop around with her before she fly but she wrote it off as if I was a nuisance.
I wanted to take pics with her but she's always not there.
So I was angry with her.
Even at the airport, I know as parents they can be annoying with their nagging but they are still family.
Our dad was obviously not happy. After all they are just being parents worried about her.


I was sad because now no one will go shopping with me.
No one to tell me random interesting facts.
No one to share stupid jokes with coz we have the same humor.
No one to talk to.

I'm jealous coz I've lost.
She's studying overseas while I'm still here, in Brunei.
The same place I have been 2 years ago.
Everything is a competition for me, from not wanting to the the "slow" driver up to who can make the better paper airplanes.
But this time I've lost.
All I know is......I don't want to grow old in Brunei.....

I DON'T WANT TO GROW OLD IN BRUNEI

What I want.......

What I want is a new camera, DSLR Camera........

but I can't really afford one so a Digital Camera would suffice....

If I had a camera, I might blog more often...coz then I'd have pictures to go along with my stories

which would make things much more interesting here....=/

Oh Shit...........

I got my industrial peircing months ago.........now I am pretty sure it's migrating.....

Aww man~ that sucks...... What should I do?

Take it out let it close over and recpierce it?

Arghh! this is frustating!

Gore.........

I'm putting up the pic of my industrial peircing but......

it's not a sight for the faint hearted.........

It was bleeding for 2 days straight after i got it.

So there's blood in my hair and all around the wound itself.

and it's all dried up.

I remembered I was talking to my friend while i felt something cold on my ear.

so I thought " hmm... my ear feels wet, I wonder if it's bleeding?" 

I then proceeded to touch my ear and turns out my ear really was bleeding,

blood was literally running down the side of my ear.....

And the blood was like bright red..... +_+ 

it freaked me out for a while....lol

I then had to walk around with a tissue pressed on my ear for the rest of the day.

If you don't want to see please don't scroll down and clos this page now, thank you very much.

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fresh wounds

got industrial piercing yesterday while down in miri, did it on a whim.

it's still sore but i love it.

11 more to go.

pictures up soon in next post. <3

That's so....................

She never fails to bat her lashes at every passing chance...

The smell of her perfume was of yesterday's old cigarrettes....

Cold sheets and lack of air....

And she likes to flirt with all the boys.................

WHY!?? T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T

I want new headphones!!!!!!!!!!

I crushed my own Ipod earphones and I have been trying to look for good cheap quality headhones since then.

It costs $50 - $60 just to purchase the same pair of Apple earphones! (/ToT)/

So I have been browsing the WWW. for some nicer options and the result?

I first stumbled upon Mixstyle. Those headphone that you've randomly seen worn by TV stars.

The single star design on the ear cups.

I was pretty set on getting those until I read the reviews though, apparently the sound quality sucks and that the headband's flimsy and break easy. =(

So.............the quest for headphones continues........to the interweb!!!!!..............once again..............

With that I managed to stumble upon  gold.........yes, gold.............

 

Yes, my friends, GOLD!!!! SKULLCANDY GOLDFROIL RASTA.

It's like love at first sight......Skullcandy headphones are also eyecandies for most of us.

They have a pretty wide range of nice headphones, and the designs are delicious. haha

The reviews for their headphones seems positive enough, so I decided..... ah.....finally I have found my headphones.......BUT!!!!!!!! SADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! they DO NOT ship to BURNEI!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!! The more I can't have it the more I want it....argh!!

Hate/Love

Something's gone missing,

Something's terribly wrong,

I can smell it in the air,

Stale and dead.

Have you lost yourself over the years?

Why do these words hang on the tip of your tongue?

You can't be the same way you are like before.

Why havent you found the will to move on?

The air is so still now,

so cold at this hour.

Nights gone easy and days drag on.

And the sound of silence is absolute. 

Lurking in the corners of your mind 

and hiding in the shadows of your room.

Where are we now?

What are your dreams?

All the things you hope for and more.

all the things you wish for.

It's always been....all about the.......

I should have's, could have's

If only I and what if...

It makes you mad just thinking about......

Where are you now?

Why aren't you here?

To make me strong,

Can you imagine what I have to do just to be standing here,

alive and breathing.

Bouncing off your chest,

the things I could have said,

the things you should have done.

Where are we now?

standing on failing grounds

Do you still scream the way my heart beats?

Loud and clear.

Like waves crashing down.

No, we can't breathe like this.

No one should have to live like this.

I feel so blah lately....

I feel like I'm losing myself.....

Routined days are sucking the life out of me.

And I have been feeling lousy all over again.

WTF!!!!

Save my life!!!

Gah!!!

Fack!!!!!!!! Bish!!!!!!!!!!

(PS:Sorry for my tendency to use profanity when I'm feeling down) 

Finally stretched my lobe up to 14mm now.

There were some tear and burns coz I was impatient >_>

But finally! ^_^ 

I can wear flesh tunnels and plug now....

  Just enough to fit my pinky through...

I put the pen there just for comparison...

Now I'm itching for more piercings....

It's like dyeing your hair....once you start you can't quite stop...=s

Photos?

Since I mention being lazy with uploading photos on my blog I will go ahead and post some now.......lol

Silly Boys....

14mm earplugs/ tunnels / retainers...

Pills for the pain and ear drop for the infection...

as I said in my previous post..... I have an ear infection....T_T

One of the greater joys of life........

I don't take pills with alcohol by the way.....bad idea....

=(

ah.................I've been so lazy with updating my blog and uploading photos...........-_-

FTW!?!?!

Of all the things I could have had..........

I got my self an ear infection..........

Dang~ if there is anything i can say about this is that......Ear infection is a BITCH.

T_T

I used new earphones last night and like usual, after using earphones at a slightly higher than average volume, my ear felt kinda deaf-ish.

So I put it off thinking that it will probably go away like always, I went to bed.

The next day it didn't go away, in fact it got worse, I started to loss more of my sense of hearing.

I started to panic a little for fear that I might really go deaf in one ear.....which will upset me a great deal........if I can never listen to anything at all what more music.

I went to the doctor and was given antibiotics, painkillers and eardrops.

Please make it go away fast!!!!!!!!!

It sucks!

Apocalypse.............?

Good God, I had a nightmare last night.
I am not one to have nightmares but last night I woke up feeling scared.
I dreamed that I was still in our old house where I was sitting in the living room with my brother watching TV when it suddenly started raining heavily and there was thunder in the distant as well.
I was struggling to shut all the windows.
When I was pulling the last window close I could feel my body went cold and my face white as paper.
Before me I could witness the most horrifying lightning striking the ground ever.
It was like a blue javelin had just been plunged into the ground and everything near where the it hit exploded into flames.
But it doesn't stop there, it continued to rip across the ground and I could see it coming right at us.
All I could do at that moment was step back from the window and close my eyes, preparing for the impact.
I felt so helpless then, thinking "oh god, this is it. I'm gone for good."
Then I felt the tremble of everything around me as the lightning cut across into our house.
Even though I had my eyes closed then I could still see the blinding light behind my lids.
Then it was gone.
I opened my eyes to find myself in one piece and our house sliced into half....
then the next thing i saw was mayhem.
Flames going up everywhere people shouting and crying, all the power in town dead.
I could hear sirens going up everywhere.
Before my eyes was a burning orange pit against the night sky....
I felt devastated....
then I felt myself come to my senses and lying awake in my bed.
I was unable to go back to sleep for a while after that and lay in bed for an hour before drifting back to sleep again.
=(

Oh my~

What's with TV3 and heavy make-up?

Lately whenever I flip the channel to TV3, all I can focus is the scary make-up on the women's face.

It looks like they have to wake up 1 hour ealier than the designated time just to paint on scary face crayon on their face. It all just look so....................................wrong......

And I thought I was generous on the eyliner......

lol

What's with that?

I get that in other foriegn countries that you it's a cultural thing to greet your friends with a hug and a kiss on each cheek.

But in Brunei, when I see two locals greeting each other like that it just plain annoys me. It's like. WTH? 

Okay I understand that maybe that's probably because they are really good friends and that it's a nice friendly gesture, then sure it's fine. Otherwise it just looks amazingly akward.

Or maybe it's someone you know from overseas that is used to greeting each other that way.

But I just don' like it when someone just throw their arms around you and plant kisses on both my cheeks when all you wanted was a firm handshake. 

It freaks me out, I respect the gesture but I feel like people are intruding my personal space since I am no where near close enough friends with them.

I don't know....I just don't like touchy feely if I hardly know you. 

Just because.......

Have you ever felt you need to do something just for no reason at all but just for the heck of it?

The sudden urge to just scream your lungs out for no reason at all.

Or say random stupid stuff just to see the reaction on people's face.

Maybe run around with your arms flailing in the air like a mad person?

Yea I do all that, coz I'm just random like that. I'm a dork and I'm quirky and I love it. =p

So Fuck Yeah!


Because I can.....