Have you Mooncake'd yet?

It's almost time again for the mooncake festival!

yay!! Lanterns and candles and Fire!!!

Urgh.....

I got food poisoning........ how lovely.....

now my tummy feels all weird and cramped.... great........

anywhos... Here's my Song of the day:

Cross My Heart - Marianas Trench

We'll see you around

Last night the family sent my sister off to Canada.

I have been feeling angry, sad and jealous.

For the past month, my sister had not been at home most of the days.

And I was mad at her because she did not spend time with the family.

I understand that she wants to hang out with her friends before she leaves.
And she's been saying that she is completely swamped.
Busy hanging out with her friends but no time for the family?
I wanted to go shop around with her before she fly but she wrote it off as if I was a nuisance.
I wanted to take pics with her but she's always not there.
So I was angry with her.
Even at the airport, I know as parents they can be annoying with their nagging but they are still family.
Our dad was obviously not happy. After all they are just being parents worried about her.


I was sad because now no one will go shopping with me.
No one to tell me random interesting facts.
No one to share stupid jokes with coz we have the same humor.
No one to talk to.

I'm jealous coz I've lost.
She's studying overseas while I'm still here, in Brunei.
The same place I have been 2 years ago.
Everything is a competition for me, from not wanting to the the "slow" driver up to who can make the better paper airplanes.
But this time I've lost.
All I know is......I don't want to grow old in Brunei.....

I DON'T WANT TO GROW OLD IN BRUNEI